I love my Mom
Like I used to get mad when I was little , at my mom. I thought the lady hated me. But when I thought about it I was a bad ass kid Lmao. I use to break things, I lied, don’t do that to me was like go do it. So I appreciate all the love and the patience she has shown with raising me and also pushing me to do better , even though it’s tough love and sometimes I feel like using my chi energy on her lol, I love my Mommy, takes a strong women to love and raise a monster like me .
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I know life and shit gets crazy , but I’ve never come to the point of cutting or killing myself. I love myself too much. NO ONE on this earth is gonna take me to the point of wanting to cut myself. And NOTHING ( besides being raped repeatedly in jail ) would drive me to attempt suicide. I don’t know if it’s a Christian thing but I believe that you worse days are always behind you. Life is hard, but true strength comes from those that get knocked down and choose to get up again. Like not saying that I’m an asshole and I don’t feel bad for people who have attempted suicide or who have cut themselves. Like no offense I know a girl who attempted suicide because her parents grounded her for seeing a guy who’s 20 ( she’s 16 years old ) the guy is not going nowhere with his life and clearly a bad influence . And it’s like you want to take your life for not being able to go out? While there are girls that are molested and raped by there stepfather/mother(does happen) and they choose to fight on. Digg deep inside yourself and find a way to pursue greater in life, you can’t blame anyone for taking away your jog but yourself . No one is going to make me feel less than I am, and I think everyone should try to do the same. Theres always a better way or a greater path, whether it be religion or inner peace. Just find it .
